cyber love story

A Cyber Love Story(edited copy)




She sits in front of the computer, waiting for his name to appear online. She knows it is over and he said he is done, but she clings on..... Her every thought is consumed with him, her daydreams are of meeting him and he grabs her in his arms kissing her passionately. It is eating away at her and she loses all sense of reality. It has been 3 months since he told her he was moving on and they could be friends. Of course he had told her this before, several times, so she clings to the hope he might return to her.

She remembers one long day over a year ago when she first instant messaged him and ask him to cyber, little did she know that she would fall in love. She had never cybered before, but the emptiness of her life was overwhelming her and she reached out for him.
Why him, she thinks, now looking back, he was too young and not her type. But he was funny and witty in the room and she was drawn to him. He was so willing to cyber and it began.

At first it was just in the instant message box and in text only. Typing lines of intense sexual things to each other as they masturbated. Then he let her watch him on his web cam as he jerked off. Soon the exchange of phone numbers, bringing the cybering to a new height. Oh, the words he spoke to her, passionate words of things he would love to do to her if he was there. She would have as many as 10 orgasms listening to him as she touched herself. For 3 months they had wonderful times on the phone, she felt fulfilled and desired. She was in love. She wanted him and he became her everything. Then Boom!, one day he told her he had a new love interest and they might end soon, but he was free until he met the new one. Crushed and hurt, she continued on with the cybering, she needed it so. The new love interested failed and he was back. She told him she loved him and he responded that he loved her as well, but the age difference bothers him. But he wanted to meet her sometime for a weekend of unbridled sex. She was ecstatic. meeting him was a dream of hers.

Then the other came along and he was in love with them, but they never lasted and he would come back to her. She would be waiting as always to take him back. For now it was the only life she had. Nothing else mattered.

She knew of the many others he cybered with, some he told her about, others she found out as women do talk. She didn’t care, She loved him.

A year went by and they continue the phone sex and he continued to look for others. She was content with the scrapes of attention she got. Believing that one day he would realize what he had and come to her. Several times they plan to meet and something or someone came up and it never happened.

Then the day came when he said he was done, it was over. He told her he loved her deeply and would always care about her, but he wanted kids something she could never give him. For a few weeks she begged and pleaded with him to come back, to cyber again. She needed him so very much. The blade shines in the light…………..


The end


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